Jump to content

- - - - -

Family members who dislike each other immensely

bickering family relations rivalry

  • Please log in to reply
10 replies to this topic

#1 LeKook


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 174 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 12:28 PM

My family should win an award for being dysfunctional. It's hard for me to convey how bad I feel when I'm in church and there are talks and testimonies about how happy families are to be sealed together in eternity and how this is "The Most Important Thing™". It's what everyone should want, or so that's the gist I'm getting. But this doesn't apply to my family. No one in my family even likes the other, and over the years, no matter what effort I make to try to bring family together, it all ends in disaster. The problem is that none of my siblings, or my even my parents (father and stepmother) like or trust each other. The more time goes by, the more distant they all become from one another. Even if given the opportunity, not one of these people would want to spend eternity with the others. I would venture a guess that they'd rather spend eternity in any other family but our own! Is my family the only one out here like this? I pray for them. I focus on the good qualities of each person. I have somewhat tentative relationships with all of them, and try to keep the peace, and stay in touch with each. But none of them wants to talk to each other, see each other, or even be within driving distance of the other. Thoughts, anyone?

#2 Gwen


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 5483 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 01:17 PM

I'm sorry your family isn't close. My entire family isn't like that but there are some that are not on good terms. However, I think all families are dysfunctional. Sometimes all you can do is plan for the future. Identify the cycle and how can you break it so future generations can have a loving and happy family.

i don't have problems, i have issues
problems can be fixed, issues you just deal with

"The grass is not, in fact, always greener on the other side of the fence. Fences have nothing to do with it.
The grass is greenest where it is watered. When crossing over fences, carry water with you and tend the grass wherever you may be."
-Robert Fulghum

#3 LeKook


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 174 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 01:34 PM

My family puts the "funk" in dysfunctional, LOL!! Seriously, it sort of makes me feel like an outcast where the church is concerned... not only can't I feel the intensity of the love I see in many of the families in my own ward, but I see a lot of failure on my part to get things put back together. Yeah, I know it's not all MY responsibility to get the family back on track, but after so many failed attempts, it just feels like my failure, you know? I just can't get people who don't trust each other to trust each other again. I talk to my immediate family once a month, sometimes more, but that seems to be all they can deal with. My extended family (uncles, aunts, cousins) I have no relationships with because of things my immediate family did to destroy their trust. So here I sit. For my part in the mess, I have apologized to each and made my peace with them. But all the relationships are compartmentalized; none of them wants me to ever say a word about what they are doing or how they are to another. It's a mess. :tears:

#4 annewandering


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 4324 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 03:39 PM

Some times the most important thing we can do in this life is break the cycle of dysfunctional. Especially ones much more dysfunctional than yours. Blessed be the Peacemakers. :D

#5 Guest_mormonmusic_*

  • Guests

Posted 16 October 2011 - 05:10 PM

I feel that way all the time. After I joined the Church, and got married in the temple without them, things started going down the tubes. they are non-members, and Evangelicals. Then I moved 150 miles away which hasn't helped much. And then, on the Mormon in-law side, I found out they were lazy around the house, snappy with each other (something my wife inherited), may mother-in-law so bossy I can barely stand to be in her presence, immoral some of them....and it goes on. My faith lies in the fact that we have all of eternity ahead of us, and that a lot can change as the decades and even centuries after this life go by. For example, my brother-in-law has done a complete about face in many areas of his life, earned a trade, got married to a really level headed girl, got married in the temple, is a decent father. Also, my wife has dropped many of the family values she came in with that were extremely unChristlike -- after we talked about them and made them "conscious" so to speak....and now, my daughter is turning into a worderful, kind, hardworking young woman, free of these in-law family values. There is a slow purge going on. Meanwhile some of the good stuff from her upbringing is working pretty well in our family -- stuff I wouldn't have been able to transmit to the next generation. I think the key is to get some physical distance between you and the family that aren't clicking. Make deposits into the relationship at a distance through cards, gifts for major events, and showing kindness and compassion when the other family members have needs (like helping care for someone, or help them pack and move). Don't buy into the mistrust, sidebar conversations about each other, or getting close to situations which can hurt the trust. I stay away from my in-laws as much as possible as bad reality television happens when we get close to them for too long.

#6 a1000tears


    Junior Member

  • Inactive 2+ Years
  • PipPip
  • 10 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 06:38 PM

Wow your story sounds so familiar to mine. I joined the church over 25 years ago. My family was much the same way. I generally stayed away from them until my own tesitmony was strong enough to handle and deal with all their issues. It got to the point where I felt sorry for my family. I had to start looking at them in a different way. Believe me I got many comments that I joined a cult and why wasn't the Holy Bible good enough, etc etc. I also knew that if any change were to happen, then it had to start with myself. I had a blessing once and in it the Lord told me to have faith and patience. At first I thought it was about my faith in Christ, the gospel, etc. But I learned later that it was to have faith and patience for my own family. Some major things happened later on that I would NEVER believe. My sister who spurned any church whatsoever, became interested in learning more..she was the one I thought would take an eternity to come around but it was through her that things in my family started to change. Are they members? no, they are not. But they have a much more positive light about Mormons, the church, etc. We all now get along and have learned to trust one another. Of course, I had outside help and influences in this that I was unaware of. I think the Lord was working on my family through my own prayers. They were influenced by other members of the church - that I had no knowledge of. People they later met and had respect for, viewing their lives and their examples helped my family in ways I could not believe. One thing that made my sister change her tune was really my own life. She saw how happy I was and through my example, then her change came about. She had many failed marriages, various fights with my parents, etc. Her change actually helped the entire family to change and learn to trust one another. There are still issues. But at least now we can talk about them. My advice to you is the same advice I was given. Never lose hope and faith that things can change for your family. I often thought it would take a miracle for my family to be on speaking terms and it truly happened. If anyone can work miracles, the Lord can. :)

#7 LeKook


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 174 posts

Posted 16 October 2011 - 09:00 PM

I've learned not to bother sending cards or gifts -- whenever I do I get phone calls from whomever I send them to, they ask me why I sent this or that particular card or gift ("Did you mean something bad by sending me THAT?"). Usually I just call on special occasions and the calls are as brief and light as I can make them. My family is (rabidly!) anti-LDS and at this stage they don't even know I've been baptized. I had to discuss this with my Bishop, because it really bothered me not to say anything to them. But the sheer toxicity and distance in the relationships is reason enough that they don't need to be told right now. I'd much rather tell them in person as I do occasionally see them. It's likely they would take my baptism as the ultimate betrayal. Not like at this point there'd be much to lose as far as relationships go. The last time I spoke to my Dad, after another recent major family-related fracas, he said, "I love you, everything is okay here." I wanted to say back to him, "I love you too, Dad, but how can everything be okay when I get physically ill just seeing your number on the caller ID?" Because I know if he calls more than once a month, it's drama, usually started by my stepmother. They're in Idaho; I'm in Maryland. I need to deal with this why, exactly? Just sharing what goes through my head when all this stuff starts blowing up. My Dad is 82 and I miss him terribly. I don't visit him because his wife is just impossible to spend more than a couple hours with, and she won't let him come here by himself. So I'm looking at potentially never seeing my father in person again. Last time I saw him was 6 years ago. My brothers (by blood) are easier to deal with, they do try to get along and mostly do, but once anything about the parents gets brought up, the drama begins there, too. Plus they are dealing with losing their jobs and homes just like I did. I have a half brother who never speaks to me, and I still don't know why, one stepsister who never communicates and has too many of her own emotional issues to contend with, and another stepsister who, thankfully, I am very close to even though we don't see eye to eye on religion. She knows I am baptized but broke off ties with my Dad years ago because of her mother (my stepmother). She has no relationship with her mother at all. I think it's been close to 12 years since they've made any attempt to communicate. She doesn't speak to my brothers or vice versa, though I don't think there's much contention there, they just drifted apart. All that to say, it's a mess. LOL!!! And rather than dealing with constant stomach ulcers by trying to deal with them, I've found it's much better to not deal with them to the extent that I am able, and leave it at that. It's just weird, belong to a church that is so pro-family, and not having (much) of a family at all. I think of my family as my husband and our dog, LOL!!! :)

#8 RMGuy


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 985 posts

Posted 17 October 2011 - 12:37 PM

Not the only one. I have sometimes wondered "why would some people want to be sealed for eternity to people they can't even stand for mortaility?" I think sometimes we spend a lot of effort to get a wonderul estate in the next life and so little time maintaining the estate we already have. -RM

#9 Blocky


    Senior Member

  • Inactive 1+ year
  • 323 posts

Posted 18 October 2011 - 12:19 PM

I find I have to focus a lot on just my family that I'm the mother of. Other wise it just gets too insane, depressing and weird. A little family tid bit for you. When I was sealed to my family when I was 10 I remember thinking that I really didn't want to hold my 5 year old sisters hand during the ceremony because I hated her. Now we're awesome friends. Perhaps some people are just stuck in that mind set a little longer.

#10 NeuroTypical


    Senior Moderator

  • Senior Moderators
  • 7927 posts

Posted 18 October 2011 - 02:05 PM

It's hard for me to convey how bad I feel when I'm in church and there are talks and testimonies about how happy families are to be sealed together in eternity and how this is "The Most Important Thing™". It's what everyone should want, or so that's the gist I'm getting.

I know a woman who grew up in an incestuous family. She was abused from 9-13 or so. The whole family would go to church, and she'd sing "families can be together forever", and she'd listen to the lessons about how you want to remain chaste and how you're less attractive to good people when you are immodest. Then everyone would go home, and she'd have to spend some time in the basement with her older teenage brother.

Yeah, she knows a little about dysfunction. And no, neither she nor you are alone. There are plenty of dysfunctional families out there of all sizes and types of melodrama.

I pray for them. I focus on the good qualities of each person. I have somewhat tentative relationships with all of them, and try to keep the peace, and stay in touch with each.
Thoughts, anyone?

Sounds like you have it figured out. No, it's not easy. You can't fix them.

But you don't have to worry about people who hate each other, being forced to be around each other for eternity. That's not how it works. There's good reason for hope - even if someone leaves the earth without ever getting a clue.

This lady I know, writes it up like this: She would really like all those people to be healthy enough to make it to heaven. In the meantime, she'll work on getting herself there, which means doing her best to give up all the stress and rage and grief and blame, so she can just live a good life. Their lives are not up to her.
If I were rich, I'd have the time that I lack, to sit in the synagogue and pray.
And maybe have a seat by the Eastern wall.
And I'd discuss the holy books with the learned men, several hours every day.
That would be the sweetest thing of all.

If I were a rich man...

#11 LeKook


    Senior Member

  • Members
  • 174 posts

Posted 06 November 2011 - 07:39 PM

They still don't like each other, and I'm okay with that. I have my hands full just trying to keep myself in line to endure to the end! :)

0 user(s) are reading this topic

0 members, 0 guests, 0 anonymous users

IPB Skin By Virteq