im syrprised that ur bishop and relief society are not helping, lol thats why there there. i hope it all works out, it would be sad if u guys got divorce but if u feel it is right and ur not happy then u should do it. i mean heavenly father wants us to be happy.
you talked about being reminded of ur childhood, sometimes moving forward means leaving the past behind, im only saying this cos ive had bad experiences in my childhood and it just didnt help to keep going over it with therapists. so just becareful and be aware that sometimes we hold onto the past even when we dnt need to. x