Cornelius

So I have had an experience where my Dad's patriarch came to me when I was 2 years old through Astral Projection. My dad was receiving his blessing in 1980 when his Patriarch came to me in my living room in 1990. The Patriarch asked me if I'd like to know my future. My mother at the time ran a day care so having some stranger in the house wasn't uncommon for me. I accepted his offer and took his hand. My spirit would have traveled back in time to them to a Ward in Orville. This is where I showed them my life and what it was going to be like. I forgot completely about this incident for the time being until now at the age of 25. At the age of 12 my dad told me certain things that were gonna happen in my life. I accepted it but felt wary and forgot about them. At the age of 13 I left the church to go on about my life. I didn't feel like my dad was a good person, always angry about something so i wondered how could god be in this man's life if he was so angry. In those young years of life I had more memories of my dad being angry versus giving love. Periodically throughout my life after that he would take me places and tell me what I would be feeling there or the choices that I could make or would make. I accepted but truly never believed. Until in May this year he told me of a chat I would have with my Mom that he said I would have with her. Then things started coming back to me, sometimes before they would happen, most times after but it was only confirming what he said to me. Through the past couple of months I would try to do the right thing in what my dad would have said and then something would happen and I would mess up. I figured drinking away my problems would help, only to find that he had told me of the places I would be if I chose that way. I don't know what to make of this anymore and I'm struggling to make choices. I need to know that this is a common thing that happens in the Mormon religion. If anyone has any information on what exactly may have happened to me it would be very much appreciated.

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