I have been investigating the LDS church for over 3.5 years now ... In a nutshell, I fell in love with the church and for the first time in my life I finally had my own testimony of faith. For the first time ever, my heart felt at peace and "home" with the church and the restored gospel...So much so that I wanted to be baptized! However, my Husband became very unhappy (He didn't mind me going to the LDS CHURCH, but then when I said I wanted to be baptized, his thoughts changed drastically). I ended up leaving the church for just over a year now in order to save our marriage...I miss the church everyday and dream of the day I can go back ♡ He is Catholic, bit more of the "I go to mass when I can, and I do this bc that is what I grew up doing" ...We have a 2 year old little one and he doesn't want her raised LDS ...Yet he doesn't in the least bit take on the spiritual leader rOle in the house. I am not really sure what I am looking for in a response or as an answer for others, but I could use all the comfort I can get. It has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do... Choosing between my marriage or my faith/beliefs. He says it isn't fair that before he married me I was one way,and now after we are married, I am a different person...I stand firm in my belief of loving my husband and staying true toy marriage commitment, but pray everyday that he will one day soften his heart and learn to love me even with my new found beliefs... that I can still be the same me, just a better version *or so I think the church makes me Please pray for me ♡
