4g63punk

hi! I am also the member of the church and i broke up with my bf few months ago. I also the same situation that i did not live the right ways and dont want to come to church because i knew what i was wrong. it is pity and hurt that we can not get married because we are so different. . I feel really terrible and i wish that i followed the rules to have happiness..but the good things is that i had my mother and friends from mormon church... they are so nice and they make me feel better now. i hope u are happy and forget everything in the past because past is past and we must live for the future... wow do i agree...

Yeah I am out of that small town now.. I live in slc and am very happy with my ward.. I have meeting with the missionairies tonight and with my bishop tonight.. what do you mean?

Hey guys just decided to come back to the church.. I am 25 and just broke up with my gf of two years.. did not live the life of the church.. could not marry her for some reason.. just something inside of me said this is all wrong.. we do not click as much as i would like with my wife.. so i waited for two years trying to feel comfortable with asking her to marry me.. Well anyhow it finally ended.. I have a 2 and a half month old lil girl as a result of the relationship.. Well now I have decided to go back to the church because I am going to need alot of help with my life and raising my lil girl.. I have met an awesome lds girl and if i could marry her tomorrow i would but we are going to do things right and get married in the temple.. I left the church because of some negative experiences when i was younger.. My parents nor grandparents are active and in a small town in utah that is a big deal.. So yeah totally happy to be coming back...